Feb 17 2004

I haven’t been out of the house for any extended period of time since Sunday. I almost feel like if I do go out and do something fun, that I don’t deserve it and I should be at home looking for a job. The no job blues are kicking in this morning. I feel pretty damn useless waking up and not having anything to do but look for a job.

Okay, I gueess I’ll just have to keep my head up. It would be easier if I had an outlet like basketball or working out but I would have to join a gym for that and adding additional monthly expenses at this juncture is not the wisest idea I’ve had recently. So I don’t know what to do. I guess I’ll have more coffee……

Feb 15 2004

Spent the whole day cleaning and watching old NBA All Star games. Thank the heavens for Espn Classic. Watching the old games brought back fond memories as well as got me pretty hype for the game going on now. I haven’t gone out of my way to catch this game the past couple of years but I was really looking forward to it today….maybe cuz my Lakers are the hosts for the event this year.

Feb 09 2004
Feb 05 2004
[Listening to: Overnight Scenario [Live] - Rare Essence - We Go On and On (04:56)]

I am so tired of hearing people complain about the loss of values of american society based on Janet Jackson revealing a single flipping breast. Grown ass adults are crying foul because of a breast. In Europe and pretty much every other country, sex is not some taboo subject. It’s not a rash that’s to be avoided. It’s common ground. We as humans all have sex, most enjoy sex, and all come from sex. So when you think of sex being the gutter, remember your birth is a product of the gutter.

It is a shame that it is 2004 and the biggest thing people can think to talk about is a 90% exposure of a breast. I love living in America but we can sure be some dumb asses sometimes. Oh, and everyone is so upset that Nelly and Kid Rock grabbed their crotch. Come on people, do we really think our youth are that damned innocent. Parents, we know you think you’re raising little angels but I’ve heard your kids talk when you’re not around and they know what they are saying when they say ‘eat me’, or ‘you suck’. They know the derivatives of such catch phrases. And another thing, I’m a single guy with no kids….damn it why should I be forced to watch watered down family fun television? I don’t have any damn kids and I want to see adult programming. Stop letting tv raise your kids…..that’s the problem as it is. Parents are just too uninvolved, too soft, too damn lazy nowadays. My parents let me watch a lot of TV growing up but they also taught along the way. They didn’t try to hide stuff from me knowing that would just make me more curious. If there was something with an adult theme on TV, they explained it to me the best they could and we went about our business.

I just don’t understand why America is so damn soft? why? why? why?

Feb 03 2004
[Listening to: In Public - Kelis - Tasty (04:26)]

Strange NFL CONSPIRACIES

9/11/2001 - World TRade Disaster - America needs to come together in patriotic fashion - Patriots win super bowl that year
2003 - America goes to war with Iraq - America needs to come together in patriotic fashion - Patriots win super bowl that year

Strange? Kinda ironic, don’t ya think?